You cannot believe what you see, you stare upwards into the bluest sky that you have ever seen and after your dark experience in the tunnel you had almost stopped believing that there could be any ting bright in this world. But here it is the bluest sky ever.

When you start your first day of quitting, in the morning you will feel very glad about it. You might experience an uneasy feeling once or twice but it does not affect you very much and you start wondering about the great fuss that is made about quitting. But as the day progresses, the feeling gets worse and it’s almost like a monster raising its fearful head every now and then.

You sit up and though your hands and feet feel a bit sore, there is a perfect freshness about every thing. The grass seems greener, the air seems cleaner and all around you there are smiling faces. For a minute you wonder whether you are a heaven but it takes you only a moment to realize that you are still on earth. But it seems to be a very different earth indeed. You get up to walk and you feel fresher than you ever felt in a very long time.

You start feeling terrible and it is almost as if something has taken possession of your body and mind. You end up feeling so depressed that you begin to think, “What the hell? Who cares a damn about quitting?”

But this is not the worst. The worst is still to come. It is almost as if you are at one end of a tunnel and have started advancing. As you keep moving forward, the darkness of the tunnel engulfs you. You inch forward slowly at first and then at a faster pace. But the tunnel seems endless. There is no end to the darkness. It is so black inside that you can almost walk on the darkness.